gee. friends were giving intense comments on how i have made a swift change in myself that i do notice too. nah. i think it's always inside me but i keep this side of me to my family because i am having a hard time to be what i am when i am with them. i used to be so quiet and submissive at school and occasionally talked on things that i like. i love talking on things that i am obsessed with. and some were saying i am in love. gee. yeah. i am so in love with my life!
however, i am pretty absurd seeing them surprised. is it a good thing or a bad thing to see me like this. i am just trying to savour whatever there is and make life at its best. laughing out loud, joking around, crapping around and living life. i dont want a mundane, dull life.
thus, i think i like the way i am now. and i dont even want to give a damn on their opinions because i am living my life.
talked a lot with Father on the car. and i was telling him i am just so happy with my life. there are stressful moments too but i am making everything to flow on smoothly and living my life carefree-ly. my Father understands me so well and i love him so much. thank you Pup. i love you.
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