i was here

You will notice me
I'll be leaving my mark like initials carved
In an old oak tree, you wait and see

Maybe I'll write like Twain wrote
Maybe I'll paint like Van Gogh
Cure the common cold, I don't know
But I'm ready to start 'cause I know in my heart

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
Leave nothing less than something that says I was here

I will prove you wrong
If you think I'm all talk, you're in for a shock
'Cause this dream's too strong and before too long

Maybe I'll compose symphonies
Maybe I'll fight for world peace
'Cause I know it's my destiny
To leave more than a trace of myself in this place

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
And leave nothing less than something that says i was here

And I know that I, I will do more than just pass through this life
I'll leave nothing less than something that says I was here
I was here

it sticks in my mind. it's meaningful in a beautiful way that i should have used the lines as the reasons why i choose medicine. it just fits so perfectly.

maybe i was wrong on giving advices and comments on relationships. i should not have think that what i said and thought matter the most and made sense the most. i am nobody to judge some more i really have not experiencing such a thing to deliver what is right and what is wrong because in a relationship, i guess that there is no things labeled as right or wrong. there could be million of doubts and there is no specific answer to the infinite questions.

as i aged, i find it hard for me to believe in people and indulge in any kind of close intimate relationships with the opposite sex. i do not understand a thing about it but i enjoy so much in romance novella. i guess that it is because everything about it is so fictional that i wish that there is such a perfection in reality. it a great escapism. losing oneself in the beautifully created world of romance and emotion. writings that could touch one hearts and made you moved and weep.