i was so stupid today. the class was supposed to start at 10 but i woke up at 530 because i thought the class was at 8. i went to the toilet to take a bath and was wondering where the hell are the others only to realize that everybody else was still in their warm bed as i took a glance at the time table stating that the class to attend was only the 2 hours lab practical. the lab practical ended up boring as always. i always hated lab works. looking at the slide of numerous connective tissues but all of them appear as red pinky sea to me.
it is still hard for me to forget things easily because i am a perfectionist. yes i am. i admit that i choose to b an over-achiever but then i fool myself by acting smart. i ended up in misery then. it's really okay. i just need more time to figure things out and completing the missing pieces of my depressing week.
though, there are always things that could really made me on cloud nine. it was simple stupid thing but i have no idea why is that the effect is long lasting and that it cheered me up from my agony. i think i missed the caring and affection. yay. talking to Mum always help though she doesn't know what's the hidden truth of my dejection. listening to her always make me happy because i know that her love for me is undying and that i could trust no one but her.
it wasn't a bad day after all. it's Daddy's 59th birthday. Happy Birthday!
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