Thursday, February 16, 2012

Life 's too short gotta live it long

Damn. I think I suddenly fall for a friend's boyfriend. :O no worries, it will go away.

Hahaha. That's probably the most bitchy and Inappropriately stupid statement I have ever made. Gawd. Valentines day which is also equivalent as Single awareness day keep me thinking about my definition of boyfriend n having a relationship with someone.

I think my ideal kind of boyfriend would be S! No kidding. Recently just found out that s is the only one who shared common interest n mutual gaganess with me! I feel like sharing everything with her! however, often feel like an annoyance so i just let it pass. :D no offense to others please. :P

I'm just too stressed up about the coming neurosciences exam. Duh. N somehow, cortisol fluctuation leads me to these. -.- just try to be naught, and " bitchy". I have to voice it out somehow.

And this lead me to my another dilemma which is that I find that I always let opportunities slip from my hand. Never ever once try get hold tightly of any open opportunities butto just let it pass by which is a real pain n remorse reflecting back.

Anyway, relating the missed opportunities to boys, should I find someone I kindof like, should I make the move n just tell? U know, they say that life's short.
The more I try to explain myself, the more horny n desperate it sounds ryt?

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