If/Then

"what if one little thing i said or did, could have made it all fall apart?

what if i've chosen another life for myself or another person?

we might have never found each other.

what if i've been raised differently?", Meredith Grey or in this very episode Meredith Webber.

the latest episode of grey's anatomy, If/Then is just so awesome. i love it cuz of the title and the message it's trying to convey though seeing how the characters are paired up is a little unacceptable for me. but in the end, we all get it that it's trying to say no matter how things progress differently from the very first choice you made, eventually, at the end, you will end up with your true destiny. quote Alex Carev n Mandy Bailey : You create your own destiny! darn. the shows make me laugh so much. how could you not love it!

Meredith's opening line just blew me away! it was exactly what i have been thinking all these time! What if. see. people think about it all the time. i'm not the only one who thinks too much. miss gypsy is right about almost everything. i just think too much sometimes and the consequence is that it dampen my spirits. yea. i admit it that i've been (and always will be) thinking so much because how could i not, looking at the way how things do not work out the way i want it to be. looking at the outcomes. you just have to doubt it anyhow.