so nice talking to mum and having mum to explain the real intuition and insight of life, or rather based on her view; although i was just acting dumb, deliberately playing ignorance of all the important and undebatable facts, truths and values. i have always look up to mum, wishing that she could actualy be my REAL best friend forever, though she already is but something is missing. there are still a lot we never talk about. it would be so damn awesome if my mum knows One Direction, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Avril Lavigne n all that sillily awesome stuffs. And several other sillily serious stuffs.
and yes. she is the one i proudly admit that i've grown to love each day more and more if that's even possible. so God, i love this woman so much. more than words can articulate. help her by helping me too will ya?
sometimes, i dont even understand where does all her strength and unceasing faith on me comes from. it concurrently brings more stress and burden on me knowing how much and how many people care for me. but, come walk in my shoes with me, anyone?
#sometimes it's worthy to be a psychopath rather than having these feelings
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