Thank-You Note

Things had been good. it seemed so surreal.
i aced Chemistry, Biology and Mathematics. Nonetheless, i knew that in the following quizzes or tests, i'm so going to doom. i lived up to believe that when good things come, bad things follow and the cycle continues. Great. It's not as if making mistake is a sin, it's a learning process.

i loved to talk over the phone and IM with Mother. Well, chatting's better because sometimes, words are hard to pronounce. Sentences are hard to phrase but luckily i haven't forget my mother-tongue. Pouring out everything to Mother is fantastic. She always has this superpower to lighten up my almost dying spirits. She is so wise that everything she said is so true and there's no point arguing with her because every single words she said is true, real and make sense. So, Mother's my private counsellor now. i found strength and the will to move on , remembering her words, her "philosophy" and her guidance. i found happiness, security and serenity connecting her. So, Mother's my best friend now.

i realise that i love her more now. It's not as if i didn't love her before but it's just that the distance makes me realise that she's the best, she's the one that i could never ever stop loving, she's my best friend, she's my everything, she's the reason why i'm a live, she's the 'Doraemon', she's my personal brand of "heroin" and she's the everything i need. It makes me just love her so much and i don't even know if there's any words to describe this feeling, this flummoxed feeling. it's something that i've never felt before. In the years before, i would said "I love my, Mother", thinking about every little thing that so great about her and how she's made up my life. Now, i'm saying "I LOVE MY MOTHER!", thinking about how brilliant and great and divine and bizarre and perfect she is and she's one of the missing puzzle that i've been looking for all this while. My Mother's just too COOL! Yay, i have a COOL Mother!
The distance has made me truly truly truly understand why i love Her. The distance has made me genuinely genuinely genuinely love her with every ounce of strength or courage or anything that's needed.
I LOVE YOU MOTHER! There's so no one like you and i'll never stop loving you.