Complication

 After MST, i was heartless. Heartless during lectures, tutorials and practical(well, there's apparently no experiments throughout the week). i should have do my revisions at night and digest every lesson, especially for Biology but i didn't. Instead, i think i had already started packing for home like days before. Then, i read, living in my own fictitious world at night before being lullabied to sleep by Sparks' writing. By the way, i have a super hot Biology lecturer, Miss Tan Wai Ying, maybe in her twenty something, going 30. i love her so much that i used to pay so much attention during her lecturers  and never ever feel sleepy as i was totally energetic and refresh just at the sight of her. Yeah, she's fun and good to look at. There's like some sort of aura, some little thing about her. However, After MST, what the heck, i couldn't take in any of the lecturers anymore, my soul was at home but body was at PMC, sitting slovenly in lecture hall, listening to those familiar voices without having the intention of mesmerizing them afterwards, copying notes with illegible handwriting, walking to classes without having a direction and stumbled and startled, still didn't matter, what's matter most was that i was about to get home SOON.  

 Now, serve me right. 

 Why the hell is the aerobic and anaerobic process are so darn complicated? God must have been a super duper GREAT creator of the universe, the living things, the human beings, the supernatural, the every single thing. i shuddered at the thought.

 i studied the processes over and over and over and flipped my Campbell over and over and over and read through lines over and over and over till i get the heck of it. i mean till i get the answer, the solution of my doubts. Statements. Sometimes, you don't just agree with them and accept them as they are. There are always so many whys that popped up in the boggling mind and to get a good night sleep, find the damn answer and put a stop to the burning that it caused in the head and let the snow falls. (Analogy...analogy) 

 The hardest thing about Biology is that a teeny weeny simple thing can get abstrusely complicated. To simplified it, studying by understanding not by memorizing. But, (yes, there's always a but), memorizing is still crucial, but not necessary everything. i mean, seriously?!