A little bit longer

Aida, one of my room mates. She prayed a little longer than usual. Still believing in her faith and trying to find a sense of security and serenity in worshipping Him. i knew that she was among the most faithful and ardent devoter among the others. Perhaps, He has a better plan for her, perhaps, He just wants to test her endurance and her faith. i couldn't even comprehend what the hell had gone wrong with the world. She had shown so much enthusiasm in teaching and the country is lacking of educators and she didn't even could secure a chance since she has the 'leverage'?
it's disheartening to see her grieving over the missed opportunity. i could help her nothing. Not knowing what's the right words to say, i just blurted out things that people normally said when one's enduring failures. i hope that she'll feel better. i hope that she could find the courage to strieve for the better. i hope that she's not dejected anymore because it made me moody too.

Sunday was fun yet exhausting and it left us (Huiwoon, Jiening, Soohui and I) aching the following day (today) and maybe the following days. We teamed up as Seven along with another two Malay boys of Huiwoon's friend/classmates and joined Explorace organised by one of the club in KMPk. I had a field day. We all had a field day. The boys were really helpful. We'd completed all the task from cycling (my favourite routine ever ever since i failed the stupid and scary car testS!), cooking, dancing (silat and Malay traditional dance, with the cute moves), solving riddles(first time experiencing using the one and only lift at the college), acting(the whole time we had to be mad and everyone's really MAD) and fishing (almost killed two cute fishes). At the end of the day, although we did not win, but we're really satisfied with our performance and every participants received a super ugly mug. It would serve as a great memory in this place that we excruciated over so much everyday to get back home.

During Moral Studies, we got to see two devastating videos and i had to switched my frantic eyes away because i knew that i would cried if i continued to watch it. it reminded me of my Mum, it reminded me of my life, it reminded me of love. i want to go home.