i'm so ALIVE

 Kota Bharu, the capital of Kelantan has changed quite much.

 i was like so darn happy, grinning from ear to ear all the way to KB this afternoon. There are quite a number of new buildings, skyscrapers mushrooming in the vicinity of Kota Bharu, The Islamic City. i'm quite proud to see the development. Parkson is soon going to open in Kota bharu Trade Centre, besides Pasar Siti Khatijah. Oh well, i think it's quite strategic to have a mall there because the bus station is just behind it. Get down the bus, hit the mall. Very convenient for someone who couldn't drive like me.

 Mum bought a new car! A black Myvi special edition 1.3. it is Brother's. The agent called to pick up the car. My parents were like so darn happy with the car's registration number-DBM 908. i think it's very fine too. M for Ming. D=0,B=8. KO was born in September. Chineses love 8, Chineses love 9. Father was like having this vision weeks before, wishing that the number could have a 8 or 9 or both. Typical Chinese. And his wish was granted on his 48th's birthday! Today! 23th July 2009! Happy Birthday Pup. Eh...no birthday cake today but tomorrow will be so today we're having ice-cream fiesta. 

 i felt a zest to drive. No fear, no shiver, just want to do it because it's a freaking new car. However, Mum was like fighting over the steering with me. Okay. i surrendered. My time will come i guess. 

 Mum drove all the way to Tumpat and went to meet a Buddhist monk/bhikkhu, so that He could perform a simple rite, praying for safety and stuffs. He was so cool! i like His attitude. He told me to not be afraid of the deaths. If i happen to meet anyone in the college as what's been rumoured that some people did actually encounter a few and i don't really want to hear any more of the stories since the last one because it's very creepy and i should stop picturing it, all i could do is to say "i'm not afraid of you, i'm ALIVE and you're DEAD (you're so DEAD)! Go away!". i must not let the fear to conquer me. The more i'm scared, the more likely they're going to disturb me. i'm not going to be distracted by them. i must brace myself. I'm ALIVE.   

*tomorrow going to meet up some friends. i sort of freak out. i don't know what to do or say. Do they still know who i am? Do they hate me or something? Am i even welcome to the gathering?