booster

i am back from my Professional and Personal Development camp 1 yesterday. it was very beneficial and fun. i think that UKM is the only university which made it compulsory for the medical students to attend such camp in their first, third and final year. first, i get to learn a lot of things, related to medicine, related to life, related to our nation and many more. secondly, i get to know a lot of people hence we made friends. thirdly, i am fully prepared to be a doctor, to be a good doctor. there is still a long way on how to be a good doctor. throughout my 5 years, i am going to learn properly in achieving my goal. i am really determined to be an outstanding doctor. it's never about getting good grades and memorizing facts and stuffs. it's about humanity too. i know that i have a lot to catch up on that.

i know that i was once feel alienated but i think that i am not afraid of it anymore. i need a change in myself. trying to be bold in approaching people. trying to made friends. trying to work as a team because medicine is about teamwork. by the way, my group just won the best team performance on that PPD camp. i am very proud of myself and also my group members. we have foster a better relationship among us. this group is going to last for at least one semester for our PBL, which is the problem based learning session, sort of a study group to enhance our study. we have to work as a team. it's so going to be like House. having a team to discuss about cases. i am eager to learn now!

i don't know how to describe this. this feeling is so strong. i hope that within the five years, my passion is still overwhelming as what i am experiencing now.