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i was so blur with my first day at Faculty of Medicine. still am. it's like sitting there in the lecture hall, listening to the lectures and i went blank. after the session, i questioned myself, that's it? i mean, there were quite a lot to digest after one lecture, and the very first was introduction to human body, after some briefing about how the exam works on, after briefing about the 4 modules to complete in one semester. well, the lecture mostly about body systems and organization. those basic kind of things. and, we have actually learnt those during our secondary school and inevitably i forget all. and i don't even have time to complete my Self-Learning Package exercises due to some "informal" orientation. frankly speaking, i do think that it is a waste of time and energy but i do enjoy the fun of it and seeking for the benefit from it which is probably getting to know our seniors and course-mates.

i am actually quite lucky to be placed in the second group for a tour in the dissection hall, visiting the cadaver, sort of a lesson to introduce to anatomy. means, my visit is next week. dead. i don't think i am really ready yet but my room mate said that she just took it easy and it's really just normal, nothing queer. the problem would be on dealing with the sickening formalin or something. i also do not understand why am i so freaked out about it. it is just a cadaver after all.

in the late afternoon, i finally find out a way on dealing with my blurness. i took out the study guide and i guess that i have just cleared out my mind. there are objectives there for each modules to complete and i just need to know, and study thoroughly in achieving what have been stated there. i guess. there's a practical class tomorrow and i am still blur about it though i have done doing the calculation without even knowing what is the purpose on doing those. i don't really get the gist of the whole thing. maybe there's another briefing tomorrow. wish me luck. duh.