taking it easy

#i watched the match between Argentina (Lionel Messi!) and Mexico last night this morning. it was half time and i figured that i probably should take a nap since my eyelids were stubbornly about to close for a few times during the last 45 minutes. Pup woke me up just in time for the starting of second half. Kudos to Argentina for making through halfway for final. England had been sent home since the shameful lost to Germany. served them well because i don't think they really fight hard on its last match. boo-hoo. boosting around for their so-called competence, professional star-players. i think that they managed to get into second rounds by mere luck. they have so much more to keep up with other teams. fell like sticking out my tongue to them. i am not a football fanatic or anything. i just watched for the sake of entertainment and to fill up my spare time since i am so damn free. i am not really obsessed with WC.

#Mum rang me in the morning. i don't know what's the time. it's like having a lucid dream. i deliberately not picking it up. it was on the desk of around 5 meters away. i ain't going to carry my jaded body and exhausted mind there. i just ignored it. later, there was a call again. i opened my heavy eyelids and peeked through the windows of my eyes and it was 0900 or something. it was again my freaked-out Mum, telling me to go to the bank to settle the payment and apply for the newly arrived ATM cards which ran out a few days ago. i currently have 3 different ATM bank cards. p.s the purple color is more worthy if anyone is to steal it. i just mumbled through the phone in my semi-consciousness. sorry Mum. i really need the sleep. it was so darn good. then, i think it was 1030 or something, i finally reluctantly dragging myself to go to the town. Aunt rang me, telling that she's about to arrived with Momma to pick up things. Momma said that she could sent me to the bank. oh great. what a perfect timing. i don't have to walk under the hot scorching sun.

#i was at the bank. waiting. patiently. there were like 60 people ahead of me. Pup suddenly rang me, telling that he could fetch me home. oh great. what a perfect timing, again. i settled up everything and informed my anxious Mummy and Momma that i'm fine and i'm going home with Pup.

#there was a Mak Cik selling Malay Muffin aka baulu. she was so old, looking haggard. she was asking me to buy from her. i carved a smile and gestured a no. i saw her left. damn. after giving a second thought, i should have just buy it. what was i thinking. looking at her carrying her basket, asking the passerby to buy but was turned down made my heart sank. i should just buy it to fill my empty stomach. i was actually sipping my canned white coffee which costed RM2.40. The baulu could have only cost RM2. what was i thinking. i couldn't forgive myself today. it taught me that i should really give the help whenever i can afford to to so. it was just a packet of baulu. i can truly made a difference in her life, starting from today. i guess that it was probably still a novelty to me, being offered snacks at the five-foot way and my common sense just rapidly refused to give a serious thought of how i could changed an old lady's day.

#i started to pack for my entrance into university. brother already went home yesterday after his almost ended 3 months break, settled down in his newly rented home. i hope that my existence in his future would not burden him too much. i already feel sick at the thought of it. i have so much more things to prepare and i am only halfway through.

#watched Dear John last night. it was so damn good!

#fall in love with Katy Perry again. i think that Nani, a contestant from Mentor, a talent searching comes performer reality contest, featured on TV3, looks quite alike Katy. even they sound almost the same. i don't know what's the correct adjective to describe it. it was like soothingly harshy and feminine to hear. she only needs to be more meticulous in picking up the right songs that could enhance her performance and accentuate her unique voice. she should really win it. she totally nailed it when singing 'Heroes' from Mariah Carey last week. i love Katy!

i am taking everything easily today. i feel as if my life has changed towards awesomeness as in i have luck with me everywhere and i need not to worry about the consequences. it is different.