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i am so excited about exploring Mac today. i never ever tempt to do any "research" on it before and there are like a hell of keyboard shortcuts (like this one ) and awesome softwares and i am still learning how to manage everything.

i think that i never ever want to switch to normal PC anymore and if possible to own a McBook Pro someday, an iPhone and an iPod. ♬ ✿ ❀ ♨ ✄ these are all cute!!!

hmm. Mummy did insist on enquiring about admission into AIMST. i probably ring them tomorrow, with a not-interested-mood inquiring the operators. ☂ ☃♔ ✎ ☹ last time, i remembered that i was quite exuberant and eager to get admitted at AIMST but now, i don't know why that i felt so much of guilt and hatred and angst. i am disappointed that i wasn't given a chance and Mum said she is the one and only who is going to give me the chance when others don't see the potential in it, you know those stupid morons. hmm. i rather Mum spend money on investment or something but not on education in which i believe that i am one of the qualified citizen to get those kind of recogni tion and green light to be given an opportunity to pursue a cheaper, affordable education.

so, i probably just let Mum does what she wants for me but i think i am going to say no. i rather seek after something better and less risky. Mum said that i could get everything back within 2 years or so to work in neighbouring country. You're the man Mum! now, i don't know what to do with my life anymore. i feel like going all around the world now, having a tour at a foreign place, absorbing experience and see how i eventually grow out of it. see how the world spins and stuffs. 