Friday, June 18, 2010

it's a bless

i am serious when i claim that i don't know what to feel. a tinge of sadness and a little bit of joy but most of all, i am grateful. i am upset because my holiday is coming to an end soon and there is only about 1 week left and i have to approve my application and stuffs and i have to pack and get ready for my next journey. where does my 2 months flee? it feels as if i haven't sleep enough, rest enough, play enough, enjoy enough. of course, there are many reasons to be happy. i get admitted into National University of Malaysia. (NUS sounds better though). it was among the two university that is recognized by Singapore Medical Council. Another was the covetous University of Malaya. honestly speaking, if i managed to complete my medicine course, i would really love to do my housemanship there and work there. i have my future plan ahead. if possible, i would do my master somewhere abroad, when i earn enough. next, i am excited about Mummy is soon to quit her tuition classes. Mum acknowledged my success application as winning the lottery. Yay! now my Mum can rest more on weekends.
it is such a flummoxed feeling. i am looking forward to attending the classes yet at the same time, i don't favour the thought that i have to wake up early for classes. i am so going to work hard and be persevered in surviving and enduring medical school. i shall not give up. those trials and tribulations have made me stronger. though, i have so many things to imporve. i need a better social skill. i guess that i should not be scared of meeting and communicating with people. i do realise that a broad and well established network of friends is indeed crucial for the benefit of future well being.
so many to blog about. it's my sister's birthday!

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