Of the Tie

i vow to make a call once in a week, preferrably Fridays, to Pup because it was his best and favourite day and i was reminding myself since morning but to my dismay, i just forgot and the thought just came across me just now and i was jolted with embarassment of how could i forget such a simple yet undeniable crucial thing. Then, i scrambled for my mobile and dial '2'.

Mum told me that it's more logically that a child makes the call home instead of the other way round because children have the responsibility towards the parents. i raised the question of why Pup seldom ring me in my days here and the only one and most memorable call was in one of the most cosy and warm weekend morning in which i was still indulging in my deep slumber that i felt something annoyingly beeping under the pillow that it aroused my cortisol level to see Puppy (a moving handphone with a gree arrow) 019xxxxxxx on the display screen. Picked it up and excitedly, Hello Pa...what's with the call?

It was about the poem thing that i requested my dear father to compose since he used to take literature in Malay back then. it wasn't a very long conversation and i was telling Pup that i was actually in my sleep, are you kidding me it was weekend, no classes and stuffs and stuffs and stuffs. i was happily laughing because i am quite happy to hear from Pup. i guess that Pup did aware that it was a bloody heavenly weekend but he was just excited about the whole thing that he could resist himself to share his thoughts. i suppose.

Speaking of weekend, recently, i sleep til the late afternoon which is not quite a thing i would do in my former days here in which i would wake up early to make revisions or complete homeworks. i guess just turned slob since the starting of second semester.

So, as a child, i am to make calls to parents. there was a misconception back then. Pup reckoned that he doesnt like calling me or brother because he supposed it was an annoyance to us because the call might interfere with the thing we were doing that particular time. Preporterous. We love you and it doesn't matter that you call us in the wee hour in the morning or whatever it is. So, i learn from that and i am to make the calls. Sometimes, it was so lack of words and everything goes silence and well, hang it up. Absurb. Pup culd talk to Uncle for hours, about his pets their pets, a passion.

It was so darn hot recently. i thought it hit 40 or so. Going to hit Tambun for some splash and soak ourselves up tomorrow.

The eathquake in Chile has given the effect to the Earth to turn slighly out of its vertical position by merely centimetres and cause the nights to lengthen. My Biological lecturer, who often like to talk about religious things during classes, almost all the lecturers are the same here, said that this phenomenon shown that the Holy Qu'ran is imminently showing its truth that the apocalyse is to happen that one day we might see the sun rising from the west.

The whole stuffy hot weather, nature disasters that continuosly happens recently keep me in fear that it might happen sooner than a minor we who thought it would. 2012. is it even possible?

love to keep myself thinking to keep the idle mind active. it is not a burden, at least i try to not make it such a burden because it helps me fall asleep.

so, how to live like i am dying again? Eat, Pray, Love.