It just happened so naturally that my tear reservoir burst out in sudden after feeling a pang of devastation, having to separate from the loved ones. Then i thought to myself, it's better that they didn't come for visit because it left me ached so much that my heart almost burst out and i could die in hideous. Crying was exhausting.
i've learnt the true meaning of undying and unconditional love. Mother-Daughter bond is like the most amazing thing God has ever created in this universe. i truly felt like my Mother loves me so very much that nothing else's matter in her life but me. it's so painful to see her tears, her grief and her sadness. The scene could really kill.
i love you too, Mother. As much as i long to be with you, i do comprehend that it's impossible that i'll inseparable from you for the rest of my life like i'm stuck to you or something. As much as i want to stuck together with you, i'll never grow up. i'll never become what you've always want me to be - a successful person with virtues and all. Every child has to leave their parents eventually because that's just the way life is. So, i accept the way it is.
i know that there'll be more tears streaming down in the next future and sorry 'heart', my mind is so going to torture you again and let me warn you, the pain is agonizing and anguished.
i love you, Mother.
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