first of all, i left my certificates for numerous examinations during matriculation which are needed for the coming interview at Aunt's house and thank God now the box with all the certificates and other documents are now safely returned to the land of Kelantan yesterday by bus service. it is really frustrating because i have once again troubled people, especially Aunt T.Malim and Momma and Mummy and everyone that cares.
next comes the endless anxiety for the interview because i am just so not a good speaker and i believe that i will not be able to perform well because i get freaked out so easily and i might not be able to answer the questions as well as other candidates. nonetheless, i will learn from my experience previously that is to do some thorough research and preparation for possible questions. well, should take everything easily because even i didn't get it, i think that i would eventually get other offers. it's not the only solution and option i have. think big.
truth be told, i could not hide my excitement and eagerness to get a place in the nation's top university. it will be a lie to admit that i am not upset if they are to reject me though there is a tiny piece of me finger-crossing that i would get a comfortable seat somewhere not here. anyway, i know that it is a must to strive for my best for this coming interview and the future is in my hand. wish me luck!
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