spend my day in the room on my bed streaming x factor on utube and just listen and watch how those talented people give me goosebumps and inspiration.
i just love how i "idle" my life today. i did nothing productive and all i was doing were wasting time. i want to really feel like and be a dawdler, a useless and worthless being.
it wasnt really hard as i thought it would be meeting people. so let's just put everything behind first eh? i wish my mum's here next week so that i have a reasonable reason to not attend the junior welcoming night. i want o seclude myself from everyone and everything. i think i just take my depression problem to the next level.
all right. i am off to bed. wish i really never wake up. oh World War 3, Judgement Day, Armageddon or whatever it is, r u happening tomorrow?
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