a day at the beach surely taught me a lot. looking at the vast blue/greenish sea and it's endless. what is it over there? the end of the world? Japan? Phillipines? nope. they are not in sight. the horizon is intangible and it seems unreachable from where i stand. what really baffle me is that i thought the force of tsunami is unimaginably ferocious. the damage it caused is beyond terrible, leaving horrible nightmares. my condolence to those who lost their home and their loved one.
counting days. i would never ever wanted to go back to my regular life though things have improved now. i would be living in a better, homey place instead of the eerie hostel. my studies could have improved still i aint gong to put much thought of it, just let it be. the sky's the limit. but i dont want to push myself so hard that would bring me to a point where i could lose myself again. then, what's the fun in life? what is the purpose of life?
Avril's Black Star tour has kicked in in China, first stop i reckoned. and i am so damn pissed that the Boleh-land is not included. like What The Hell. it must have interfered with the last visit which brought about the controversial issues. and duh. i hate it 'here' sometimes for issue like this. a country i have learn to love and despise at the same time. maybe, just maybe, i could go to Singapore but i think it's to late now. dont start with When there's a will, there's a way. think my Avril-dream is doomed again just like a couple of years ago. fret not. throughout the years, i realised that my love and passion for her hasnt changed a bit.
completed Safe Haven. i enjoy reading very much. feel like going to the public library and borrow some but what could i expect from the local? duh.
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