roll on

i used to have a virtual to-do-list whenever i am jaded with my studies and city-life few weeks before. i tried on the treadmill. it was exceptionally awesome as i start sweating and burning off some fat. i vowed to make it a habit and fit it inside my daily schedule but apparently my laziness gets the better of me. nonetheless, i will 'rescheduled' it. half an hour run before i dig in my brunch. i hope that i can abide to it.

i have renewed my driving license. it's kind of boggle me as it only last for about a year while i am not even close to the steering wheel for months. those months that drag on which feel like years. and i have enough confident that i can now drive okay and can get control of the car but i have to convince others and stop my mum from saying she feels like getting heart attack whenever i am driving. Mum being Mum. exaggerate too much sometimes.

i totally love waking up in the near afternoon without having an alarm, without a vibrating mobile underneath my pillow that shakes me off my dream. what's more grateful is that i don't have to scratch my head thinking of what to eat throughout the day as it's been taken care of. and there's totally a free and escape from my academic stuffs. i don't have to read through the notes, don't have to attend the exam, classes, lectures. it's just wonderful. i don't care if i am not doing anything productive. even if i feel like i need to occupy myself with reading, i will just procrastinate it. it looks as if i enjoy watching more. my dramas and movies are becoming scarce as days gone by. i try to keep an episode or two a day but it's running fast now. what do i do once i have reach the finale? not going to re-watch it for sure.

so i have a month left before i continue a medical student's life. first off, i am glad and thankful that i made it through second year. and it's definitely with no flying color but i couldn't care much. embrace it. then, after another years of conflicts and struggles, where will i be? how would i become? so much of questions. i am still on my journey of discovery.