I love TODAY!

OMG! i super LOVE today.

Bumping into him is a blessing but talking to him is like So SO SOO a bonus!

OMG! i love talking to him.

However, a few days before, i just come into realization that Kelantanese-Mandarin is like way too weird and so jumbled up if i were to converse to those from the other states because of the slangs that i/we use. So, it's kind of embarrassing when they go agape and give you a perplex look for not understanding what're you saying and it hit you that even though we're Chinese and we converse in Mandarin, we don't always seem to get each other.

So, talking to him, i have to be extra careful and meticulous in choosing words. Yeah. Like i have time to do that with my slow and numb mind, facing my crush. Lost of words, lot of lust lost in thought and all my brain asked me to do is to just ogle, thinking of nothing but just stare, straight into the pretty eyes wondering how could someone could have get those damn beautiful eyes. Watching him is like among the best thing to do among my monotonous days here. So, we could have converse in English right? Dang. The thing is that ... i don't want to let the others feel like i'm arrogant or anything trying to speak English. And he seemed to be more comfortable in Chinese as i'd tried in English before. It's not as if he couldn't speak fluently but maybe he's been used to Mandarin.

So, i have been so excited about today. I love today. I love the minutes that passed away just now and i am still in love with today, this moment, ths celestial moment that have been imprinted in my mind. Thank You God, Thank You so much for today. it's like the happiest and i know, my horny-iest day ever. By the way, i'd forgotten to scream "i like you so much you know!!!" just now, in my heart. What a disappointment but all the plot and everything covered it up and i'm feeling so darn HAPPY. But now, i would reconsider of doing that silly thing, is it possible that one day i might lose the grip of my tongue and blurted out what my mind's speaking/screaming?

So, today is my brother's 19th birthday.Happy Birthday BRO! i LOVE YOU! and i miss YOU!

Last night at 1200 a.m. sharp, i braced myself and texted him, wishing him "Happy B-Day ! :D"

0219 a.m., i got a reply, "Thanks !" Whoa. i feel like i could fly.

It's 10.09.2009.

Hmm...could it be that my brother's a lucky star to me because he seems to have luck in everything and bring luck to others too as what Daddy claims. i always think that he's so blessed and lucky and could have been the luckiest child ever. i think of a lot of things about him actually.

i actually have a lot of stuffs to pour out here but then maybe i'd just continue in another post because today's post is supposed to be the most exciting and joyful post ever and i don't want to tarnish and smear the content because of this hidden dejected feeling of Zhiming.

Found this on internet! That's why i love today! It's Thursday!

Libra's LoveCast

Thursday, September 10
A night out fires you up on Monday. If you're solo, be open to attracting someone new. A midweek rendezvous can deepen intimacy, if you take your time between the sheets! Romance soars on Thursday and Friday. A clash of wills is likely on Saturday. Deep feelings arise on Sunday to inspire or upset love.

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