Netter's anatomy

so, we are having musculoskeletal module as the last module this semester. it's kind of equivalent to Anatomy. that's one big difference that many have been arguing around as other prominent medical schools still using the old, traditional, authentic way of conducting the medicine course by learning through the subjects and the very basic core but we here studying it by systems. but i am nobody to judge which one's better.

it's so a killer module, like the others but this tops the others i suppose. every single part of the bone, the veins, the vessels, the muscles. they have names. yes. Names are good. Names are precious. Names make identity. Names make you feel appreciated. And i hate to remember all these but my professor does it like a fish out of water. She was so fluent and good in teaching and her lecture flows so smoothy like the silk or whatever smooth things there are. okay. i haven't even start my studies. sparing myself a couple of days of rest and i am good to go again, hopefully. i saw one of my course mate inscribing our medical students' life like a menstrual cycle. once a month, you get menstruation, which is the exam period. then, you get to rest for a few days and the cycle repeat again, the thickening part of the uterine wall and all for the next few weeks until the sloughing part comes. creative eh? the funny part is that she wonders when is menopause. i cant wait for that too.

so, today we were having practical on bony things and stuffs, with a real model picked among the students. i was late a few minutes for it and that they have began everything and suddenly i saw this half naked man on the tv screens in the dissection hall and the real man was modeling just a few meters away from the entrance. DROOL. his has got fair skin, and a little muscular, which is not too much like those body builders and i thought they have always been disgusting. He was just perfect. OMG. i was so attracted to him. like magical. a body. yes. i fall in love with his body. =D i am normal. yes. pretty much can't believe today that i fall for a body. a live, muscular body. Anatomy should be fun.

and i just bought two text books which costed around 200 bucks. it's not Gray's anatomy but Netter's. and He's such a great artist/ illustrator comes doctor. He's talented. A loving husband because he dedicated all the drawings to her wife. My heart squeezed at this. i will appreciated his drawing more. that's how he immortalized his loved one. and i just love man like this. hopefully i can be eternalized too someday. and we will never grow old. like magical.

and what's more crazier today is that i have just pre-ordered myself GOODBYE LULLABY DELUXE EDITION. i just want to get the tote bag. and hopefully other free gifts too. and i was just cursing myself for my stupidity because i don't think everything worths it.

xoxo love you mummy! =)

and i am so afraid that i call home less and the conversation goes shorter.

and i am so afraid that the next time i called Papa, nothing comes out but repeating the same questions over and over again.

and i am so afraid that i will forget that i have a sister and i dont even know if she has done something great that i am proud of or things alike.

and i am so afraid that i really give up on my brother.