this is it

wow. i hate the feeling becoming a stupid person. stupid as in not using the mind to its ideal, preferably maximum capability, to think, to solve problem, to learn, etcetera. i seriously do missing doing tutorial works! solving maths :D though i hate maths but i am happy as a lark when i get the answer. oh, not to forget organic chemistry! and, here the thing about biology.

well, the other day, my Mum was asking me about what will happen to a person who has pancreatic problem. i tried to be smart and ramble about his incapability to digest lipid or sort. Shit. i mixed it up for the bile which is located in the liver while the leave-like pancreas is below the stomach. then, there goes the debate. about biology. they isn't a thing about human anatomy, pathology and anything else alike, closely related to medicine in the study about biology. well, there are, countably some topics, once in a while in the syllabus but it isn't really in details. and hell yeah, for one whole year i was there, i can't recall studying a thing about pancreas. So, what's in store for Biology? mostly, about things around, the flora i hate the most, i don't literally hate them, i just don't like studying about them, their life cycle and all because i just don't have interest in them and that i don't like to burden my mind to memorize a thing about them. and i hate Photosynthesis. in my opinion, it is enough to acknowledge it as a vital process for the continuity of various life on earth because it supplies oxygen. there. full stop. utilize carbon dioxide, release oxygen. it is not as if i am going to use my knowledge of the many other detail process in my daily life. then, there is a huge topic of Biodiversity. i don't want to talk about that. then...pretty much more things not-so-related to medicine. i would say that Biology is kind of my least favourite now. nonetheless, i really love to know about the interactions in human's body, like the influences of hormones, how they infect us and all. yeah. those things appear once in a while. i crave for them.

so, i have been feeling like an idle, worthless person living on a sedentary lifestyle who has been sucking on enormous oxygen lately, farting around, contributing to global warming but without doing anything beneficial to the society or earth (in conjuction with Earth's Day). going to browse the internet to something genuinely great for the mind.