it's been 1 week i didn't update my blog and hell yeah, loads of things happen in one week's time and i'm here to dig up my memories and jot down among the memorable and meaningful things that had happened for the past few days.
College mates made a surprise party for me and i was so touched. i was making unending free calls to all Maxis-ers on my contact list and each conversation took up an average of half an hour or more. It was so darn fun. i wished that everyday was my birthday then i can get to make FREE calls everyday. It feels just right to keep in touch with old friends, to know their whereabouts, to care of them, to bond. That's when i started to set up Facebook. ( it was a novelty to me. i'm so a facebook-er noobie.) Times posted an article of Facebook reunites old/long-lost crushes and that was just so sweet.
Okay. Then i was officially 18 and i love being 18.
Last week was study week to all matriculations students. Guess what? i cried for the first time ever of taking up the exam. i was so stressed up. i called MiMi and just told her that i couldn't answer the questions from the exercises and that my life was hard and study was stressful and i don't want to be a doctor anymore. It just hit me that medicine is a hell lot tougher than what i was/am enduring. i never ever wanted to study 24/7 and then cracking up my ind solving those mind-boggling questions because i know very well that i ain't a genius. Nonetheless, occasionally, i still wonder whether the problem arises because of the lecturers or me, myself for not putting enough effort or maybe i just wasn't born to be what i once-upon-a-time dreamed to be. So, i just let my tears streamed down my cheeks and i knew that poeple was watching from the corridor of my dorm but i just couldn't stop. Then i was okay. Biziillion thanks to my Mother who was always there to console me, to support me and to help me to endure everything.
Then, i gained my enthusiasm/spirit/courage to study again when i bumped into him and get to talk to him for a while and not discussing about study but just odd stuff. i was as happy as a lark that day and was determined to study hard so as i would have no regret because i have try my very best instead of giving up before it started. So, i was okay again. Thanks to You.
Then, the examination started off. it went okay the first day. Then the next day, it was among the most unforgettable day in my life. I saw my friends crying after taking the exam. The third day, same thing happen. It was among the toughest exam we had ever taken. Chemistry and Mathematics. So dead. The questions were a hell lot of tough and mind-boggling and eventually everyone was upset with their performance at the end of the day. i wasn't sure what or how should i feel. i think that everyone care so much of this exam, particularly. We aimed for 4.0 flat because if the opposite happens, then we're so doomed. i didn't cry because my tears reservoir had ran dry days before.
And yeah....to be continueed.
keke.. who is he?
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