Crush Crush Crush

 You say Hello, inside i'm SCREAMing i love you.

 

 I had always hated my name though i know that i should have appreciated it because i was christened by my parents. However, i couldn't lie to myself and demand myself to like what i don't really like although it's sort of ungrateful or so. Then, i grew up to just bear with it. 

 Then, there's this someone, OMG, the voice is like the calling of an angel and i think that never in my entire life that i could have ever heard my name being pronounced so beautifully. It's like a song, in a sing song tone. The way "Huiting" was enunciated was so dreamy, so beautiful and celestial. And i would really love to hear my name being enunciated over and over again by that specific someone because i swear that i could have flown away and drifted into the wonderland just listening to the voice and closed my eyes and feel it. 

 i'm so in love. No. Not in love. Love is deep, Love is a strong word. i'm just having a crush on someone that could enunciate my name so beautifully, i just fall in love with the voice and the sparkling eyes. Is that too much? This someone is really a jewel, with the head held up high and stand confidently surpassing the others and is among the countable gentlemen that are near extinction and i could only be grateful for having a chance to know this someone and learn that not all people are jerks whatsoever. i just feel like really like this someone because the voice, the kindness, the sincerity, the tenderness and the everything and anything else that i don't know about, yet.   

 The next time i hear a Hello, see a wave or exchanging a sight, i would really scream inside. And i hope that it wouldn't be crafted on my face so vividly like i'm desperate or whatever.