ive been feeling extremely sorry and sympathy for myself for all the troubles and suffering i have made myself go thru. worse, i cant talk about it to anybody not even the one who are closest to me. why? they never listen. they dont understand how much pain n hurt it is. second, i dont want to worry them. third, they never take away the pain. they never get me a solution for it.
so many times, i look and think about this pathetic me and i feel so much hatred and i almost burst to tears. i am enjoying life and hating it at the same moment. why? because i am spending my parents' money n they have been giving me good life but i disappoint them. i just waste the money and energy.
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