It is a good way to finally sum up my absence in this blogosphere since the very last post. There has been few occasions where my thoughts n words just run wild in my head and I definitely feel the urge to blog about it but something, something has deterred me from doing so. But I guess now its high time for me to reflect on it.
I've always enjoy good book. There r so many high intelligence process going on during the process of reading. U r allowed to have u very own rights n creativity in expanding ur imagination, feeling, emotion n whatnot. The characters , so much to reflect. And u fall in love n feel connected someway. They mirror u n they r like a part of u. They becomes ur friends. I know it's fiction but fiction is limitless n invincible.
I've always wondered about life. And currently doing Psychiatry posting, seeing people with mental illnesses n the suffering they have to endure n battle thru. It's not only their war but the family n love ones r involved too. Everyone has their own story to tell. I, as a medical student, just sat there mutely listening n understanding their scomplaints and often hit by waves by sympathy and empathy towards them. And the what? Who r going to ease all these excruciating pain n suffering? Karma is the only answer. karma is the only excuses for me to cope with these. "Maybe they have committed bad things n now is the punishment" it's a selfish n immature thought I admit. But then what, I am no God, no Saint, no Messenger.
And these stories make me reflect on my life. Many times, I am really grateful and thankful for the life I have. So, I want to do more good. Genuinely and passionately. Kind and patient. I secretly wish that I can n will be a billionaire n need not worry about the rolling of money or career or whatnot n go out and help these people. Because it does feel good helping people!
And I wanttoenjoy life while I can. Life's too short gotta live it long! I want to do what I like, what makes me happy. I want to fall in love! I want to have that incredible passion for life! Like waking up everyday, with a purpose. I want to make a change in my life. I want to take challenges n kind of likeoccupy myself with things so that its not all about Medicine n just passing exams n get a medical degree. I'm still looking for That something that I am born for.
So, the fault in our stars. Poignantly beautiful. I wish I can find that true love too. :)
This is the very first fiction that unexpectedly activated my nasolacrimal gland and had my warm tears welled up and were too stubborn to flow down. I did t feel it coming. Normally, for such heartbreaking-yet-another-teenage-love-story which ends tragically only left me felt waves of tingling sensation crawling upon the limbs but JohnGreen just put that Motherly element in it that I couldn't help to suppress the emotion. He is just that good. A genius at words. I'm in love.
My Person has got to have that element of humor, wit and sensitive! A literature guy please.
This is the very first fiction that unexpectedly activated my nasolacrimal gland and had my warm tears welled up and were too stubborn to flow down. I did t feel it coming. Normally, for such heartbreaking-yet-another-teenage-love-story which ends tragically only left me felt waves of tingling sensation crawling upon the limbs but JohnGreen just put that Motherly element in it that I couldn't help to suppress the emotion. He is just that good. A genius at words. I'm in love.
My Person has got to have that element of humor, wit and sensitive! A literature guy please.
