independence no more

On the verge of celebrating the 55th independent day.

At The end of second week of my OnG posting. 

I just notice that I've only managed to blog once this month, and this would be the last for this month. So many things have happened within four weeks' time and so many new thoughts and ideas have propagated from my daily observation and endurance. 

Well, I am going to only revise through the important historical event; the very first live birth witnessed with my naked eyes. It was miraculous! Well, could not really articulate how it was because no adjective fit. I am forever grateful and thankful and I definitely love and respect my mum more than ever. I salute all the mothers out there who have the courage to undergo that unfathomable labor pain and whatsoever else they were experiencing to give a new life. 

Secondly, I might die young and I might develop stress complications as well as other stress related medical problems from my hectic and stressful lifestyle. I am forever exhausted from the daily chores. I am a little remorse. I am very stressful. 

Thirdly, i burden myself with my frustration over the coming independent day celebration. When I first heard the slogan and logo, I was totally flabbergasted and was left agape later let out a sinister and sarcastic smile! Whenever people mention about it, what more with the theme songs and preposterous lyrics it has, I have to admit that this country, the government of this Country has gone real wrong and terrible. Can u not relate political stuffs and the significant of independent in order to propagandize your political appraisal for the imminent election in the coming month? Killing two birds with one stone? But how could a whole cabinet and ur so called intelligent and competent army not critised the selection of that slogan or is it your own idea? When People look back in ten years time, this is going to be a real laughing stock. For example, when u attend a history class or other civic classes and have to discuss bout it, and they just have to skip pver 2012 because u say not to bring political issue into school and university campus? Wtf?! How r u going to define *fulfilled promise* (literally translate) as all that r congested in my mind r political propaganda! all those years I was critisising over the mundane theme and slogan which never bring any excitement and creativity but to only circulate about integration And unity and progression of country stuffs. So they have finally decided to come out with something different this year which is really 'unique' and astoudingly rdiculous and I am now pretty disappointed with myself over my criticism for the last few years because they have obviously did a better job and that is what and how it is supposed to be. Words that articulate and justify as well as integrate the significant of independent in the young and old generations with our own interpretations but still everyone comes out with the same conclusion at the end of the day. Unity, peace with development progression. I love my independent now that I am free to write my thought here, free to sit on this chair and free to have a good night sleep later. 

hall of fame

i love watching talented people whether it's on screen, for reality shows or in any competitions.

just spent my last day before the mid semester break watching Step Up Revolution and dancing never fails to amazed me. i remembered having tears in my eyes again. i normally only get emotional watching movie and tv series alone. and i found that i enjoy doing most of that alone.

i love watching dancing even though i wasnt genetically programmed to dance! i love singing knowing that i cant sing, beautifully, having the voice that stiffen up one's soul or leaving an audience astounded  and earn a standing ovation. these flaws however never stop me from watching any dance shows or singing competition because a big part of me somehow wish that i could someday brace myself and walk up an international stage, fulfill my dream to touch everyone's heart with my talent. i want to hear Simon's precious compliment and his priceless mesmerized face. sadly, i wasnt born with these artistic talents!

i know that some work very hard for it. they go for dancing and singing classes. or some drawing class. however, i personally think that something is meant to be born with talent. they need not learn the skills but rather born naturally with it. it's a gift! therefore, i never even bother to attend these classes partly because i am not very serious about it or very determined. maybe, someday, something strike me and ring a bell inside that i am inspired to do something different. just maybe.

i love watching sports too and Olympics is the hot topic at the moment. there are so many things to learn from it. i never know a thing about any kind of sports or how the games are played. i never know the rules and regulations or the scoring check board for it. however, i can only conclude that every athletes are there for one purpose; they are putting their best foot forwards to do what they do best and are highly motivated to change their life. they do it for themselves, the pride and success and also for the country. not forget to mention to spot cute hawt hunks on screen!

these people taught me a lot of things. they are really good in what they are doing. and it seems like they are going to do it for a long time. they are successful and the pride of their respective country. i am constantly inspired by these people.