Dear U

Dear You,

I am so confused with the life I'm living in now. I regret for so many un fathomable questions n wonders in my mind that I choose to keep silent about it instead of getting 'em answered. As much as I wan to believe in the good thing and have faith like what I used to promise myself, now, I am having this insomnia and having the urge to let You know that I can't mo e along like this.

Coming back and experiencing this again means to have to take my time to readapt, again. Watching people move on with their life seem very surreal to me. They all seem very fictional and comical that I choose to see them as unreal, seriously. It's another world here.

My spirits n energy is at its lowest level ever. Have to keep mind boggling things aside n focus now. Hypnotizing myself that I am not incapable but I m just too easily distracted with other tempting guilty pleasure such as games n movies n gossip girl as well as greys anatomy not to forget the vampire diaries.

Good night world.

im a gypsy

my 2011's posts were half of the previous year. and starting the new year, i have only blogged twice, which are all of trivial details thingy. seriously getting scarce of vocabulary and low expressing capability. i missed blogging about my homestay life in negeri sembilan and also the last journey back to kelantan which was also my maiden travel in a 10 hours bus ride(not the longest yet). frankly, it happened for two consecutive weekend, getting to travel from south to north and i am still exhausted from everything whatnot with the recent chinese new year celebration, noticing myself getting plumpier. gah. to make things worst, i do not have a clue on everything on the lastest neuroscience module.

recently learned that somehow, i have to have faith in future. have to work hard and just do my part right, love life, hoping that everything will really turn out right as what has been foretold. *crossing fingers for that*

Cherly Cole is so pretty! love girls with dimples! :D

window to the soul

it is a brand new year! they say that 2012 is The End but who knows. and i just realized that the first day of new year is just like any other ordinary day. when the clock struck past 12 midnight, it is just like every other day that i glued my eyes on the idiot box (was at home for mid semester break) pledging my eyes to tire down and ring a bell that it's time for bed. i have no celebration, no countdown whatsoever and i find that birth day could be just another ordinary day too. it's just a date, a day to specifically limit, to remind, and for acknowledgement purpose.

they say that the eyes is the window to one's soul. as for a new year's resolution, i just want to take good care of my dear eyes because my eyesight has worsen over the year and i just found out about it a couple of days ago. actually, i have stop believe in resolution because it's hard to keep and adhere to but i will work hard on my eyes.